Sad face . . .
MiserableOmigosh'dd, **epic dies ~
I'm sad, and admitting it for once. Rawr. D;<
I need some cheering up . . .
Mmm, things have been kinda hard at school and its frustrating and pissing me off. I get home and I'm usually all sad about stuff. Then, I'll find a way to think its all ok and be happi and optimistic, anddd the cycle repeats itself the next day. Its getting so tiring. One of the reasons I'm at this magnet school tho was because it was 'sposed to be lots better than going to my zoned hs. I was worried at first for not having any of my bestiez there [[that I've had for like, all of mid school and do everything with. xD]], but I went anyweiiz. I mean, the school is ok usually and I've totally made frenz with some awesome people, but lotsa times I get all lonely and wish they were there. Maybe it just me tho... I guess I kinda got spoiled last year by them. They were always there. ^^"
But either way, I miss them all lots, and with school work and other people at my school, I'm really stressed.
I also skipped school today. x3 Got sick. Eww. Lol. I didn't like the getting sick part, but the waking up at eleven instead of five in the morning, and just relaxing for once was a nice change. I'll worry about all the makeup work later, but hopefully, I didn't miss too much.
And like, to top that off, I just found out my bestest friend ever is moving!!!! Nuoooooo! I wanted to cry when I found out today over the phone. I did cry... later, for a while. Ish not fair. Shes moving all the way to Hawaii, and we live in Nevada, and so soon too! End of March, m'hmm. She probably won't even be able to visit. I DUNNO WHAT TO DOOO! **dies ~ We've been thru everything together and shes like my sister, and I'm reallllllly gonna miss her and its just... so quick and unbelievable. Aww'd... >.> I feel like the world hates me. Grrrrsh, so Courtz you better keep in touch! I'ma miss you way too much so we gotta do something before you leave. **snifflez ~
So yeah. That was my rant of depression and uber sadness. xP
On a lighter note - Mmm, collab with = Prince-Orange is finished!! Omg, you srsly need to check this out. Her coloring is AMAZING! And on top of that, shes a very nice person to talk to. xD [link] I did the linearts, and she did the coloring. Haha. I was shocked and amazed as soon as I saw it. Thank you!! <333333 I send her lotsa love. Lol.
And thank youu to all my AWESOME watchers and frenz too. I LOVE YOU GUYS!! ♥ **hugglez ~ You guys keep me up when I'm feeling pretty down.
♥ ♥ ♥
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"Oh! It's not Christmas yet? I guess I'll just wear this for Halloween." —Rachel
Hey! How have you been??
I miss you soo much! T___T
[its melissa btw XD]
YOU'VE BEEN HUGGED!!
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4- Random hugs are perfectly okay! (and sweet)
5- You should most definitely get started hugging right away!
Send This To All Your Friends, And Me If I Am 1.
If You Get 7 Back You Are Loved!
1-3 you're a bad friend
4-6 you're an ok friend
7-9 you're a good friend
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"FUWA FUWA TIME!" ( 〃゜▽ﾟ〃 )ゝ ★ ★ ☆ ★ ★
I haven't heard or seen jou on dA in a while I was wondering how are you?
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i wonder when u will come back to DA?? ;A; miss uu!!! <333333333
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3- You should hug them in public! Paste it on their user page!
4- Random hugs are perfectly okay! (and sweet)
5- You should most definitely get started hugging right away!
Send This To All Your Friends, And Me If I Am 1.
If You Get 7 Back You Are Loved!
1-3 you're a bad friend
4-6 you're an ok friend
7-9 you're a good friend
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"Electric shock! When I touched Haruhi, I felt an electric shock in my heart! Love…THIS IS THE POWER OF LOVE!" - Tamaki Suou
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"Oh! It's not Christmas yet? I guess I'll just wear this for Halloween." —Rachel
Oh well, hope you won't be too sore, if so, take some tylenol, and if you don't have some, I'll bring some to you tomorrow!
It'll be worth it! I can't wait to see how super cute you look when you smile with braces~ x3
Oh yeah, remind me to ask you something later, I gotta clarify something first. Also, I owe you a hug tomorrow!
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“I can’t do that many things, but I’ll work hard. Nothing will change if you don’t do anything. Even if it’s just a very small thing, a very small step, it will definitely be connected to the future.” –Sakura (Tsubasa Volume 4)
Also, have you read any of Arina Tanemura's work?
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~Drawing Is Passion~
Arina Tanemura Fan
My Gallery : [link]
I'll be looking forward to more beautiful traditional art. Keep up the good work! 8D
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Waitaminute.
I feel terrible right now. James called me earlier when I was asleep and was doing homework. But, he wouldn't stop emphasizing his "moving" on Friday. I just... I dunno... wanna break down and cry. Everyone is so depressed and everything, it's terrible! I just can't stop thinking how our lives would be impacted. I find myself constantly staring into nothingness imagining terrible things that I subconsciously wish to occur to me. It's happening quite a bit lately. I was also talking to Iun on AIM earlier and we were talking about the James matter. And she brought to light many valid points of how neither of us belong. How everyone has the "person" they go to and how we pretty much don't, which is true. And don't go say I have you because I'm 100% sure that you don't like me the same way and it's a one sided love. Plus, you have Lia and Vanida. It's also true when she said that we know people are depressed, but we don't know the reasons since no one tells us anything and we're left out. Plus the feelings from the past are releasing within me that I thought I threw away. They feelings of depression and remorse that I knew too well in the past. The feeling of loneliness is showing again as it seems that my "friends" are constantly talking about things I don't know. Ahhh I just don't know anymore. I now agree with you. I know what you mean when you say you hate yourself and that everything bad is happening. I'm sorry, really I am. And don't you go and say there's nothing to be sorry about, I have EVERYTHING to be sorry about. Like why I tried to make you the "person" that I always go to like Iun was saying which is just a burden. And also trying to converge into your problems even though you're trying to solve them yourself. You say you're selfish, HECK NO, I'M SELFISH. I don't know why I'm telling you all of this also. I guess I am selfish. Don't disagree, look at the evidence, it's all there. I AM selfish. I'm sorry again to burden you with my feelings.
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“I can’t do that many things, but I’ll work hard. Nothing will change if you don’t do anything. Even if it’s just a very small thing, a very small step, it will definitely be connected to the future.” –Sakura (Tsubasa Volume 4)
@Thanks for the rewatch! <3
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Wouldn't it be smart to make the sticky stuff on envelopes taste like chocolate?
I think I figured out why AIM doesn't work for you.
If you go to AIM Express, try using the old version. For some reason the regular version doesn't work on any of the computers I tried. So yeah...
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“I can’t do that many things, but I’ll work hard. Nothing will change if you don’t do anything. Even if it’s just a very small thing, a very small step, it will definitely be connected to the future.” –Sakura (Tsubasa Volume 4)
The Middle -Jimmy Eat World (One of my personal favs and is one of the GREATEST upbringing songs I know)
The Reason -Hoobastank (My second personal fav)
Never Too Late -Three Days Grace (3rd fav)
Everlong -Foo Fighters
Skyway Avenue -We The Kings
The Great Escape -Boys Like Girls
Vindicated, Hands Down, and Stolen -Dashboard Confessional
I'll Run, Vegas Skies, Zzzzz -The Cab
Don't Stop Believin' -Journey
Move Along -All American Rejects
Give It All -Rise Against
That's What You Get -Paramore
Ready Set Go! -Tokio Hotel
Sorry for all the recommendations, but really, you should listen to these really great songs. I'm sure you'll enjoy them and relate to the meaning. I'm sorry.
I think I'm ready to tell you something after our long talk today. So when you get this message, call me or message me or whatever. Sorry again.
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“I can’t do that many things, but I’ll work hard. Nothing will change if you don’t do anything. Even if it’s just a very small thing, a very small step, it will definitely be connected to the future.” –Sakura (Tsubasa Volume 4)
Ahh-mazing art. I'm so jealous. ;D
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